Thursday, November 29, 2007

Vita - Thompson IX


The Soul Eater Rune

As for those who knows several Latin words, vita means life, which I would discuss in this post. Those who read this post I would advise do not be assumed that its gonna be another writing about life of certain person, which they used to put about their story and how life that revolves around that person. It is a writing about the general thing about life, a simple question like "what is life?" or perhaps the most famous is "what is the meaning of life?"

I read a book about the History of Philosophy one day at the library, I was glazing through until I stumble across an interesting quote, "Life is an eternal struggle caused by desire" which the quote is in the Buddhism section. I think about it for awhile and it is true. That quote is the answer of "what is life?". Therefore the meaning of life is... The struggle and competition to fill one's desire. Notice I put competition on it, for sometimes one's desire conflict another one's desire.

The theory of human trinity that I synthesize myself and fit the word "desire" into this quote, which is the soul. After several thoughts I concluded that every living things have a desire. Like for the desire to eat in order to live. Our body nerves gives signal that we are hungry we must eat, we have been trained like that from baby, we cry when were are hungry. Therefore it becomes a habit, when we are hungry we eat.

I told this theory one my little brother one day and he declines the theory. What you need is not what you desire. So... something like food is something you need not desire, need and desire is a different thing he said. I though this in several hours to concluded that what we need depends on our desire. Here is why.

Have you ever wondered why we eat? Is eating something we need or desire? Firstly If in our soul desire to live, therefore we need to eat, but if our soul desire death would eating be necessary? No. But the problem is, not all people have ever realized why we eat anyway, because the desire of food or perhaps to live is inside our subconsciousnesses which in my previous post that I have stated. Therefore I would say that even though what we need and what our desire is not the same but they are proportional to each other. For what we need is depends on what we desire.

We already talked about "desire" in the "Life is an eternal struggle caused by desire" now it is about the struggle, in order to satisfy our desire we need to do something in order to get it. We want food, we make one ourself or just buy them. We want money we do many methods to gain money, we want love, we find them, or make em.

But what if an event of a person that his or her desire is being fulfilled without the proper amount of struggle? There would be an imbalance event in their life, In order not to be affected by this his/her body of emotion and mind must be strong. For example, a guy who won a million dollar lottery ticket, which money is what he desire, the struggle however is very minuscule that obtain the money, he could spends all of it or do whatever they want, but I have heard that those people who won this kinds of thing usually suicide when the money is all spent. Without a strong mind and the body of emotion, struggle with little amount to fill desire might be hazardous.

As we all know, our newer generation now feels that almost everything is instant, compare to our old generation, therefore we could say that technology gives us less struggle to fill our desire. This way our new generation have become a habit of a state of mind. That way usually new generation wants thing faster perhaps.

But at the end, in order to be happy; that is if you want your life to be happy. We have to have a proper amount of struggle to achieve our desire that our mind know of. Without that proper amount of struggle we could never feel content.

On the next post I will talk about happiness, which usually people would say that their purpose of life is to be happy.

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

FOOLS

Love makes people do stupid and sometimes crazy things. Sometimes love is scary. Look at the person falling in love. They can do anything for the person they love. You can laugh at how stupid and ridiculous they are; singing loud a love song, smile and laugh uncontrollably, writing long letters, giggling, spends 3 hours on the phone, phone bill increases drastically, saying all those sweet sayings, and other more. But when love hits you, you are the one doing these stuff, and maybe worse. You are willing to do anything for the person you love, and you don’t care when people are laughing at how stupid you are spending that much money.
But these things are proof and honor the one you love. You proof to the one you love that you love the person. These fools things that you did may convinced them that you really do love them. Also, may honor them when they find out that you are willing to look like a fool to let them know you love them. At the end, the truth is that no matter how people make fun of you, how foolish you look, when you’re in love, you going to feel better than anyone else in the world.

“When you are Loved, and when you love someone, you “live””

One of the examples of a FOOL is CHRIST. Christ was willing to be the FOOL. What made Him a FOOL? First, He loves people who hated Him. Secondly, He loves us; people who sinned and only want to love them. Thirdly, it is a foolish for Jesus to suffered and died on the cross, only to show how big His love to us. Jesus does not just love greatly, but He is the BESTEST example of what Love should be. His foolish Love conquered His death, and OUR death. How amazing His love is, that right now you could feel his unconditional love.

So what are we waiting for? It is our turn to love Jesus back even if it means we might look foolish. But to compare with Jesus, we owe Him our lives. So why can’t we love Him back? We must be willing to be Fool for Christ. Sometimes, we, as a teenager thinks serving in a church or being part of a youth group look foolish to other people around us. Even when we worship, sometimes we’re thinking that we look foolish, or sometimes we’re not fully giving our all to Him because we think that they might think we’re a fool. When we worship, we are giving back our life to Him, we want to show Jesus our love for Him too. How? Every word that we said, or sing, we try to understand so that we can sing with conviction. The main reason we are singing is to worship Him from our heart.

Everything we do to serve GOD, although we may look foolish to others, but definitely not to CHRIST. Don’t let others influence you just because they think you look like a fool, but prove to them that you are willing to do anything for the LORD.

-del

EXAMS!

As everyone has noticed, many IB students have suffered from many exams symptoms, especially lack of sleeping and extreme frustration. Even though this exam may not be as hard as those that seniors are working on really hard, but we as grade 11s had just experienced our first actual tough test.
The first day was probably the worst of the three. Early in the morning, frustration can really be felt from outside classes. Some students were studying their subjects, some are very relaxed, while some were just apathetic about the exams. After homeroom session, everyone were released and head toward examination room. Seniors were already there and certainly have less tension than us. Bahasa Indonesia started our examination marathon. It was not as tough as everyone think it would be, but still, there are 5 more exams to go. The next was economics test, which i considered to be one of the the hardest besides chemistry and biology. It requires us to be detailed, which is one of the things i always lack in writting. I wasn't in the group 4 humanities, so the third and probably a very tiring for the first day.
The second day was better, we were all adapted to the examination situation. We were not as tensed as the day before. Even though it was biology, but we were all more relaxed. I guess everyone had enough time to review from the weeks before. The test was really hard though, but it was still reasonable. Then i had english test, which is another writting test. I don't think i did well in this particular test because i was really tired of reviewing bio that i can't even differ Macbeth and Gatsby, but i managed to get through it.
Well, tomorrow would be the last day for exams, i really hope i can get through chemistry and math.

James A2 HL

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

End of Exam Week – Frederick

I’m satisfied, tomorrow is like the last day of the exam. And I only got math left. Today, I studied at Gio’s house directly after school to about 8 am. Actually, we didn’t study, haha. On our way to Gio’s house, we stopped to drop Thompson that wants to go to his home. But his little brother left him at the school, so he should ask his friends to drop him. When we arrived to some place, Thompson said that he wanted to be dropped here, so we dropped him there. We thought that his home is close to that place, but guess what? He ran. He crosses like 3 roads only for 30 seconds. Gosh, he was like the fastest person that crosses 3 roads I’ve ever seen. It’s Jakarta, lots of car, but he still managed to cross the road with that speed of Thompson (referring to speed of light, haha).

In Gio’s home, we actually didn’t study at all. Me, James and Gio are like haha haha. After James goes home, Jason came. He was like showing off his piano skills. Blargh. We spent like 4 hours for nothing; we didn’t even do 1 single question. I’m really gonna fail tomorrow.

In this exam week, the subjects that I’m sure that I will fail is ITGS (for sure, maybe a 0. I can’t answer a single question.), Physics (not sure, hopefully a 3 or a 4.), English (hopefully not, but I think I missed some points. Damn.) and maybe Math for tomorrow. I might fail. I mean, we got the formula booklet and we can use calculator. The common sense is that we shouldn’t fail since we got like everything. But I think I’m going to fail it anyways.

In conclusion, I’m quite satisfied about the finish of the exam week. But I’m not that satisfied with my exam results. I hope at least Miss Jess will have mercy on me.

PS: MISS JESS, IF YOU READ THIS, PLEASE DO HAVE MERCY WHEN MARKING MY EXAM. TEE-HEE.

-Frederick

Monday, November 26, 2007

Youth camp

Last weekend, I just had a youth camp with my youth at church organization called YFC (Youth For Christ). It was a BLAST! AWESOME! and was a SUCCESS! I was part of the team who organizes the youth camp, and I learned a lot of things through this. One month for preparation for me is not enough. Especially, the service team are made up of people in Pluit and Karawaci. And we found that its hard to conduct a meeting for the youth camp since the places are far from each other. At first, I thought that the youth camp was not going to happen because just 2 weeks before the camp, we don't have the exact place for the youth camp, and no promotion as well. I was freaking out, but I was wondering that the others were not freaking out. Well, 1 and a half weeks before the camp, we held a meeting for the youth camp preparation, like promoting it to everyone, held a fund raising, checking the venue again, and made schedule. The day before the youth camp, people from Karawaci held a brief meeting about tomorrow's planning, and we found out that there was a problem of the transportation. I was really angry at that time, but I knew that I have to be patience. I asked GOD to guide me, and to just bless the Youth Camp so that everything would work smoothly. And you know what? GOD love us so much that he not just make the youth camp happens, but also giving so many participants. I was really amazed of His love.

During the youth camp, I found out that we had to pay extra money, and I was really pissed again, because we have no more money. But I overcame it just with prayer. The first night of the youth camp, I had to prepare a presentation for talk 1, for the next morning. I was really nervous because it was my first time giving a talk. I kept thinking that I'm ready, but then I'm not. That feelings goes on and off till the minute before my talk. Actually, for me to stand in front of a lot of people, and giving a talk or session is one of my fear in my life. As I was being introduced by my friends (MC), I decided to just let go of my fear; I walked there, still nervous though. Then I started to talk about GOD's Love and His plan for us. When I greet the participants, they all reacted quitly, not replying. At that moment, I told myself, "I just failed". But I kept talking, connecting my talk to the power point presentation, I still tried to interact with them, and just talk all the way. At the end of my talk, they started to interact more, started to "laugh" when they suppose to laugh, and I just felt really happy. After I gave my talk, I went out of the chapel, and I opened my arms wide, I was reliefed! I thank God for that opportunities. After giving talk, I just felt that I just overcome my fear. (well not all of them, but most of them)
Later on that day, we were having a one on one conversation with the participants. We were suppose to be a place for them to tell everything about their problems, difficulties in their life, and other more. I gave them some advices, and I couldn't believe that I said things like that. Some of the things I said, it never really think about it, and never came across my mind. But it was unbelievable, that I said things like that without really thinking about what I gotta say. Also, as I was praying for the at the pray over, I also felt things like that. It was all God's Love, His grace, and I was touched!

It is my priviledge to serve Him, one of the way is through this! His Love made all things possible.

-del

Our volleyball season is at last starts, as basketball season has ended. With our coach Ibu Riri and assistant coach, Marlon, they’re having tryouts for the first two weeks for the people who are interested to join. They will make two teams for this year’s volleyball season. Several of my friends who never join the volley team, joined this year’s team to gain experience and also for CAS points. Well, for me it doesn’t matter if I’m going to have CAS points or not. For the first day of tryout, there are not as much of people as I expected because some of them don’t bring clothes for practicing. But the list of people who are going to join the team reaches until 30 people. We have to compete with each other in fighting for the spot in the team. For the second day of the tryout, there are a lot of girls practicing. It is really a huge amount of girls, all from 10- 12 grade, but mostly grade 11. Most of the girls were in the team last year. I miss playing volley with them and now it’s time to enjoy my time with them.

I made the volleyball team. I was so happy because we could have our ‘dream team’ in volleyball. Other than that, I can’t wait to join the soccer tournament next week on December 1 at Global Jaya and also AIS basketball tournament for the following week. I also really miss soccer. Soccer for me is just a game for fun with my friends, and every time we played soccer, we laughed so hard. No matter what the score is, we are going to have fun!!!!!


I still have time writing this blog, even though I have to study. Tomorow I got 3 subjects exam. 2 more days till the end of the exam. Then I'm free!!! Well, not that free. But at least, I'm out of exam! :)

-del

1st Day of Exams. – Frederick

1st day of the week, 1st day of the exams, 3 exams in a row. What a day. On this day, I feel bad. Think of it, I got 3 exams in this day, 2 of them are the one that you should memorize. I’m bad at memorizing. People says that Monday is the worst day of the week. People also said that the 1st day of an exam is very annoying. And everyone knows that having 3 exams in a row is a hell on earth. How about having all of them in the same day? Blarrrghhh.

I’m sick of exams already. I can’t do the ITGS exam today. I was all blank. i can’t answer a single question, it was so hard. I don’t know if it’s because of the bahasa and economics exam. But I really can’t recall anything from my study. I abhor this day. I really do.

Now that tomorrow I have physics and English exam. I don’t think I could write many things in this blog. Physics is also a subject that I don’t like. Why would I take this subject? Aaaarrgh.

I am really not into the mood of writing blogs today, but I know that I have not written them on last week so I think I should write it now. I am so pissedddddddd!!!!!!

Why doesn’t school give 1 exam per day? Why don’t they be smarter in making decisions? I really feel like swearing all over my blog now. It would be really nice if I move next year. IB is just a pain in the ass. No good things about it, it can’t even guarantee you to a desired university.

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BLARGH! EXAMS!

*Sorry for this bad post. But I really want to say this kind of things.

-Frederick

Saturday, November 24, 2007

A Microscopic look upon the Soul - Thompson VIII

The soul, the entity that exist and it's sole purpose is only to desire, to manipulate our mind and body to fulfill it's desire to satisfaction. Upon looking more closer upon the soul, I have founded that there are many types of desire, and some of the even contradicts themselves. Yet even though I only have found some of them, I would try my best describe those using my limited English writing skill.

I have noticed that there are a desire to satisfy oneself, either it is satisfaction in the mind or the body, a simple desire. But there is something else, some desire is the desire to be accepted in the community on what our action do. An example is given in a cartoon called "I am weasel", I would change I.R. baboon into a human being. So there is a weird person that from a kid he always want to try dancing nakedly in a popcorn machine, but of course he doesn't dare to do such thing, for the embarrassment that if people see him did that is too much. So the desire to be accepted to be seen as a normal human is greater than the desire to dance nakedly in a popcorn machine. This however deep inside the desire is unfulfilled. The action of the person would be either fulfill it in a certain way or using his mind to manipulated his soul (desire) to be gone.

As I have found this analysis I found that Sigmund Freud's theory is all the focus upon the soul, his ID, ego and super ego. In above example is how ID and Super ego contradicts. As I read again about Sigmund Freud, i would say his theory fits to the term soul, and sometimes our desire is uncontrolled or unnoticeable to our consciousness. For some of us, we never though or ask to ourselves "Why I desire such thing?" These kinds of question will make your ID float to our conscious side.




Upon seeing this in microscopic scale, it is still vague and undetermined how much variety our desire have, the closest is Sigmund Freud's theory. I would say no more, we shall continue next upon our topic about life, and believe me it is not any cliche, that talks about life, for the question of "What is the meaning of life" is already answered... long long loooooong time ago.

-Thompson

Thursday, November 22, 2007

Gunbound

I am not really sure what was the first online game that first came to Indonesia, but Nexia and Gunbound was definitely the biggest boom back in 1999. It was a simple 2D Role Playing Game (RPG), with graphic of gigantic pixels, yet it was very very popular back then. This phenomenon has continued on until now, with games such as Warcraft, Counter-Strike, Gunbound, World of Warcraft, Ragnarok Online, and many more, the online gaming trend seem to be increasingly popular throughout time.
Personally, I am a big gaming fan, especially online or LAN games. Of course, many adults think that this is a "not-so-smart" choice to spend time. Economically, playing online or LAN games is a waste of time, but judging it from the pleasure gained by it, it definitely can be very entertaining.
One of the game that I played was Gunbound, an insanely addictive mini game. Reflecting back to the years I played this game, it really sound ridiculous. The game mechanism ressembles Worm. A 2D battle between characters with special weapon choices. All the players have to do is move to the right or left, and shoot their weapons. The more advanced Gunbound-er ( a term called for Gunbound players) will consider looking at the wind direction to get a better and deadlier shot to the opponents. Winning games and success on performing difficult shots gives more gold for players to buy avatar, items that boost both character's effectiveness in the game and get the players pride in style. Other than golds, winning games also gives the player experience points, when accumulated, bring the character to higher level ranking. Being in the highest possible position is always a player's dream and ambition.
This game is still popular among both male and female gamers, but many has gone to more recent games such as Ragnarok Online and Audition. Although many games have gone bankrupt, but Gunbound is still a game that everyone loves to play because of its simplicity. Moreover, it is also a game everyone should try.

James A2HL

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Interhouse Soccer Tournament

Eversince the first interhouse soccer tournament was held 2 years ago, everyone in the school have been very enthusiastically waiting for this event. Last wednesday, it was again battles between BROMO, Merapi, Krakatau, and Kintamani for the top position, but this time, more PAG volunteers and spirit were shown.
Early in the morning, colorful flags and banners were already hanging at canteen 2, creatively decorated and it really showed both individual and team spirit. Every house team had their own special 'weapons' for the rally, but Krakatau was perhaps the most dominant and outrageous of the four. They brought in some workers to help pump hundreds of yellow baloons to fill their house team's area. While Bromo brought in a lot of trumpets, noisemakers, and some posters that the helpful and faithful blues members made the day before at Marshall's house. Merapi placed some green galons and some other little green props. Kintamani was technically the least 'colorful' of all on that day, but, their cheers beat everyone else in gym 2.
After a dance performance by some students and cheers performed by each house teams, everyone proceeds to the green field, but some of the house representatives and caring students stayed in to clean up their own mess from the explosive rally they had. This really showed maturity from a lot of students.
House teams were all competing to win and score for their house team and grab the illustrous cup. Winning was everything on that day, each house team did their very best to cheer and play for their team. The most dominant team on the day was perhaps Bromo, winning almost in every grade level. At least in senior side, Bromo won against Merapi 4-0, Krakatau 3-0, and drawn with their arc rival, Kintamani 1-1. Even though Bromo was a strong side supported by some very skillful girls such as Adela, Christi, and Grace, Kintamani managed to give them a very hard time. They even scored first, a surprising goal by Anandita, but Bromo hit back an equalizing goal by Narendra. The day proceeded very smoothly, and many PAG sold their products to support the day. In the end of the tournament, Bromo was announced to be the winner of the cup, while Krakatau was awarded as the team with the most spirit on the day.
Even though almost everyone had fun on that day, the most important thing was that many members of the house team showed great leadership and cooperation to help their team in and out of the field.

James A2HL

Monday, November 19, 2007

Adam and Eve. - Frederick

In this blog, I would like to share my thoughts about Adam and Eve. As you guys know (or we should know) we are in a Christian school and Christianity teaches us that Adam and Eve are the first creations of God. Actually, in this blog I would like to see that in a different perspective. Not focused only to the Christian point of view.

If Adam and Eve were real, that means that we are their sons and daughters. Incest is actually a sin right? Why would God allow Adam and Eve to do sexual intercourse? This is the first point that I think this story is a myth.

Second thing, if they were real, why is there races in the world. If we are their sons and daughters, why don’t we look similar? And if we are actually a looooong distance sibling (is that word exist? Ha-ha) why don’t we have the similar thinking thingy just like people who is born from a same womb.

There’s a lot of question already. “The Bible is conclusive. If you believe the Bible you must recognize that Adam and Eve were the first human beings and that they gave birth to the first human babies simply because the Bible clearly and emphatically teaches it. Evolutionists and others who deny parts of the Bible say that Adam was not a real person but simply represents mankind. But Ge. 5:5 says that Adam lived 930 years and then Adam died! If Adam only represented mankind, what happened to mankind after Adam died?” (http://www.mountainretreatorg.net/apologetics/adameve.html)

I think that is somewhat a good article, I personally believe that the Darwin’s theory is correct. People do evolve. But don’t get that point wrong, my personal thoughts don’t say that we evolve from monkey. We evolve from the some homo-blahblah thing which was the imperfect human to the quite perfect human. Maybe were not the perfect one yet, we evolve. :D

My point is that, maybe Adam and Eve was only a myth to tell us humans that God is very strong and can do all things in a single click. Adam symbolizes that God that is a super-duper perfect being wants to create and raise Adam which is a homo-blahblah (imperfect human). God also gives Adam a partner, Eve. However, I still don’t think Adam and Eve story is a true story, only a symbolization made by the Old Testament people to tell how great our God is. I’m a Catholic (I don’t offend God) and I’m only telling this based on my imperfect logic. No offense though.

-Frederick

Friday, November 16, 2007

Human Trinity - Thompson VII


A theory that I made myself, inspired by the picture at the wall of ancient Ishibal at Full Metal Alchemist's story, That inside of human lies a body, mind, and soul. The story tells some theory how the body, mind and soul works, like examples that the body would reject every soul except it's original, and How the soul & body thinks is through the mind.

However unrelated to those actual theory from the story, I frequently think in dilemma about this topic and try to make my own theory to fit in this realistic world. I recalled the term "Tormented soul" and what is actually meant. If a person is being tortured in any equipments that you could find in torture chamber, it only gives the feeling of pain that the body feels. Does tormenting our body with exquisite pain gives the term "tormented soul?"

Once again I recall the story of Jesus that He was also been tormented but I do not think that his soul is disturbed by any kind of body tormenting. Then there must be something what souls do, and how to fit the term of "tormented soul"

As I ponder upon this, something like an uttermost flash came into my mind what the soul actually do. I could not say that how I could came up with such thing, but it fits what the soul works perfectly. I was enlighted by the knowledge that what the soul works is simply to desire.

It fits perfeclt to the term of "tormented soul" for a person when his/her desire is not fullfilled he/she will expirience torment, of course that as humans we could see in a short run and long run, that is what our mind work. The desire that can be fullfilled within time range, our soul perhaps do not feel much of a torment, but when our mind is in despair knowing that our probability of obtaining that desire is 0% then he/she will be expirience torment.

This theory is almost the same as what I have learned from TOK class, where they talked about emotion and logic, but however people who do not have desire do not have emotion. Therefore it is incomplete. The term emotion in TOK class, I would say fits perfectly to the term of "body" plus the additional of physical features that our body really works, and logic is obviously is the "mind"

I also came to realise that these trinity would effect each other, what our knowledge in our mind might effect what we desire and how our body acts. Our body might effect how we think and what we desire, and our soul (desire) can effect how our body and mind works.

An example how mind effects our soul: if I am a guy who likes to eat Big Mac frequently, one of my senses which is the tongue which can be put in the term of body, gives me utter most pleasure from eating Big Mac, therefore my soul desires it. But if I have the knowledge that eating Big Mac might gives me a great probability of giving me a heart attack, my desire for Big Mac probably reduced significantly.

From this "Human Trinity" I would it is how a person have their personal identification or I could say it simply that these features are what made a human is differ from another.

I would say no more, I shall continue on this philosophy and psicology conquest on the next blog, "A microscopic look to the soul"

-Thompson

Thursday, November 15, 2007

What’s on November?. - Frederick

In November there are various things ranged from the bad things to the good things. The good things are my birthday, the slow jazz concert at Benton junction, True Worshippers concert, the start of the volleyball season, etc. there are a lot of happiness when we see those things. But there are also bad things happening on this month. First of all, exam is coming. Then my ITGS paper one is also due on this month. There is so much work in this month.

The slow jazz concert thingy has already been written in the blog before this. In my birthday, it was not very amazing but it does make me happy though. I was confused what to ask for in my birthday, and then at the end, I ask my parents for a bass guitar. I cannot play it though. I just bought it because it is cool and maybe I would like to learn it for CAS. IB is so hard and stressful; I already have my whole month planned for the academics. It sucks. Either tests or due dates, it both sucks. IB somewhat make me hard to have extra time for my bass lesson.

True Worshippers concert is also awesome. They play praise and worship songs that pumped my adrenaline. The volleyball season has started too; I joined it for CAS, but as time go on it become more fun. I will try my best to not be kicked out of the team ha-ha. It is kind of hard though. People that joined are very good compared to me.

Enough for the good things, let’s go on the bad things. Exam! Exam is coming soon. 3 days of internal bleeding. And the worst thing is that, after we finished the exam, we go on the normal school schedule. What a school! They are just too crazy, do they think learning that bunch of books are easy? In the other hand, I got my paper one ITGS due on this week. It was a project similar to the personal project we did at grade 10. I am glad it is finished though.

All in all, this week surely have their awesome part. But I think this week is a hell on earth. All the happiness I have gotten suddenly turned into nothing with a strong blow from a monster named “Exam”. This exam monster has split their body to 6 pieces with names of subjects on each of them. Please help me kill this monster. *sob*

-Frederick

Monday, November 12, 2007

Benton Junction Slow Jazz Festival. - Frederick

Ah, what a relief ‘tis festival hath cometh to an end. Ha-ha, Shakespearean. Ok, basically this day I was playing for all the things. I was playing for the jazz band, jazz guitar and the soloist (teacher’s band) section. This is actually all of them. I played nonstop from the beginning of the event until the end, even the teachers have some part that they don’t play…

This is the first time I played in an open road like Benton junction. I have performed many times ago, but it is only at the café and stuff. So it is not that crowded. Man, SPH teachers, my friends and my family come here to watch me play too. I’m really nervous when I play, seriously. Pak Harif said that all the things are good, but we did all of them different from what we practice at lunchtimes. Sorry, Pak Harif. :D

After the event, I ate at Benton Junction with my friends. That was one crazy night. We went to a Chinese restaurant (non-halal one.) and guess what; we saw a group of Muslim people wearing jilbab eating there. Whoa. This restaurant must be good if we see that they want to sacrifice their god for it ha-ha. But at the end, it was not good at all. Screw them.

When we went home, we saw a band playing after us. They were great, very great. They played the music “watermelon man” which we should play in jazz guitar. But it is very difficult so we cancel it and change to a different song. But overall, this day was awesome. Even though I have to play from start to end, I get to see this really cool band and see the little ‘entertainment’ of Muslim people eating non-halal food. Haha. Funny.

-Frederick

Sunday, November 04, 2007

PEHA CUP

Hei everyone!! Sorry I didn't get the chance to write my blog yesterday because I forgot and that I was home late since peha cup was going on. So anyways, peha cup has been going for a couple of days already. After the peha coaches for the girls team had split the SPH team into two, I was in team B. At first i was really upset because I have worked hard. But then again, after thinking about it, I finally realized that if I'm in team A, I would be a bench-warmer or something. haha.. But if I'm in team B, I'll be a starter and play a lot in the games. I am somehow glad that I'm in team B because by playing a lot, I can improve a lot. So yea...

When peha cup started, team B got the harder pool compared to team A. At first I wanted to give up because I knew there's a very slight chance that we can win the games and get out of our pool. But when the game started, I believe in my teammates and didn't give up at all. Instead, I chose to keep on telling myself that even though we don't have a high chance to win, we will try our best no matter what the outcome is. During the first game, we played against the hardest team in the cup. I was okay even though we lost by far because there was still another chance the next day to win a game. On the second game, we didn't lost by a lot and somehow it felt so bad not to be part of the peha cup anymore. It seems to me that there will be no more basketball. Some of my teammates including myself cried because we were so upset. But we finally got over it because we knew that we've tried our best already! Our coaches also supported us and help us this far! Thanks to them, the team members in both teams have improved a lot! Sometimes, i envy seeing team A play basketball because they won both of their games. But i should be happy for them because they can get out of the pool and keep playing. I promised myself that next year, I will work even harder to become a better player. =)

For the SPH teams that are still in the cup, which are SPH A boys and girls & SPH C boys.. wish you guys all the best so you guys can win the cup this year x) I've learned some things during the whole basketball season. Aside from the skills they have taught me, I also learned teamwork and never giving up no matter how hard the situation is! Sorry I can't write much at the moment, because i still have other homeworks to catch up !! hehe.. cyaaaaa..

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